Mad Clown - Without You ( feat. Hyorin ) Lyrics

APT 402, an empty house, the lights are off
My body’s like a tunnel, it feels so empty
Night takes over day and it’s not raining but my eyes are wet
Knock knock, I don’t think you’re here, I carefully open the door and go in
I lock the door, click, the sound of letting you go, click
I’m alone in the room called memories that you left
Taking in all the memories you lay around
The one leaving and the one letting go are always different
Two different hearts
What do you know? Stop hurting me with your comfortable lies
Fine, just go, because I loved you
I put you by my side just until you didn’t hurt
Just until you weren’t lonely

It’s bearable, it’s liveable
Because I loved you just until it didn’t hurt
But I still love you
It’s bearable, that’s what I say
But there are words I couldn’t say because of my pride
Let’s not break up
Cuz I still love you
It’s all a lie, I’m fine, it’s all a lie, I’m fine
Even without you
Even without you

It’s bearable, it’s alright, it’s better than I thought it’d be without you in my life
It wasn’t a nice way to break up but don’t worry, it’s more bearable than it seems
I do the laundry and turn on the TV, I blankly sit at the desk and read a book and eat
You’ve fallen out of my days but nothing’s really changed
I loved you just until you didn’t get hurt
I don’t know how to look at this breakup straight in the eye
So I’m balled up like a porcupine in front of sadness
I’m really trying to pretend to be fine but it hurts
Even after I tried doing everything besides not breathe
Some day, if I ever lose love again, I won’t ever be like this
I engrave these lyrics into my heart
Don’t think that not getting over you is pathetic
I’ll hurt all I want and cry all I want

It’s bearable, it’s liveable
Because I loved you just until it didn’t hurt
But I still love you
It’s bearable, that’s what I say
But there are words I couldn’t say because of my pride
Let’s not break up
Cuz I still love you
It’s all a lie, I’m fine, it’s all a lie, I’m fine
Even without you
Even without you

We used to measure out our hearts like a protractor
In the end, that’s exactly how much love, exactly how much there was
We couldn’t even become resting places for each other
But were busy trapping each other up
Instead of being a nest, we were a tightly shut garage
Memories were trapped in an empty house that we won’t ever visit again
How are you? I miss you with my whole heart
Love is trapped and I’m locking up the empty house from outside

Can you hear me? Are you there?
I’m sorry I couldn’t hug you more
I’m sorry for being so selfish
In front of our breakup, in front of you
But there are words I couldn’t say because of my pride
Let’s not break up
Cuz I still love you
It’s all a lie, I’m fine, it’s all a lie, I’m fine
Even without you
Even without you