GLAM - In Front Of The Mirror lyrics

I prayed that I would look different in the mirror again today
Because I hated that anyone could see how I am ugly
But actually, I think I gained more weight than yesterday
(I think I’ll really go crazy)

I cautiously comforted myself
Making all sorts of sounds that seemed like my own charm
But now I became uselessly sensitive
I guess I can’t help myself

In my dark room, I lay on top of the bed
All alone – my nickname is Miss Single-for-a-thousand-years

I get lonely every day
But I hide myself
My concept is to be haughty

My friends tell me that I’m a cool girl
But I am hiding my real image

Again today, I secretly wear a mask
In front of the mirror in my room

Again in front of the mirror
In front of my face
My pride is crumbling once again
“I’m so pretty, I’m so awesome”
I say those useless monologues
And I’m falling down, I’m falling down
The tears keep endlessly falling
The thorn-like truth prickles me – that I’m not pretty

The breathtaking bodies like those celebrities on TV
The risky and beautiful bodies that walk the streets of Gangnam

I really tried to work out hard
(I I tried so hard I I tried so hard)
But it’s all pointless
(I cannot get over you)

I’m not OK – I’m so dissatisfied with myself (dissatisfied)
I did date a few times but they all ended poorly

Was it a difference in personalities?
Or am I a girl who is embarrassing to be seen with?
They have left and I remain
A beautiful me, that I dream of

Again in front of the mirror
In front of my face
My pride is crumbling once again
“I’m so pretty, I’m so awesome”
I say those useless monologues
And I’m falling down, I’m falling down
The tears keep endlessly falling
The thorn-like truth prickles me – that I’m not pretty

Don’t you know I’m not pretty
I may not be pretty but
Honestly, my heart would be beautiful

If only I could show people my heart like magic
I think I could love and date