Ben - Not Ok Lyrics

The more I try to put away the awkward air
It spreads quicker and quicker
Filling up with meaningless conversation
It becomes heavier and heavier

I’m calling, I’m calling out
To our past days that were special
I try to bring it out, I try to embrace it
But you spill out in between

It’s alright if you get mad
It’s alright if you complain
I don’t care if we fight
You can say indifferent words, I’m alright
Just don’t let me go
Don’t end it like this
There’s still something I haven’t told you

I’m calling, I’m calling out
To our past days that were special
I try to bring it out, I try to embrace it
But you spill out in between

It’s alright if you get mad
It’s alright if you complain
I don’t care if we fight
You can say indifferent words
It’s alright, it’s alright, I’m alright
Just don’t let me go
Don’t end it like this
There’s still something I haven’t told you

Can’t I have hopes
Of you coming back?

Actually, I’m not ok
With you leaving me alone
It’s hard now
Why isn’t it like before?
Why are you annoyed at me? I don’t know
It’s not like my heart changed
Nothing has changed since yesterday
But now we’re writing different memories